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Benjamin Bear Fights the Cube of Shame

by Benjamin Bear

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1.
Deep Inna Dungeon 01:30
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2.
Dig Deeper (f./Ambush Vin) 04:02
3.
The Years Start Coming 02:16
lyrics
sick of living gotta wake up every morning and i’m tired all i’m doing here is yawning maybe there’s another reason that i’m in here but i’m feeling like i did it all last year past here is the point that i came in cycle back to the last time i made it need a reason that i’m seeing all this sunshine is it worth it? search it on the back nine stay stuck on the past it’s gone try to dedicate my life to moving on back again it repeats and repeats chasing myself and i’m caught up in a dead heat hi beams shed some light on the subject tell myself i’m alive i ain’t dead yet time ticking on the clock needs to reset sole survivor oh shit i made it but then the years start coming they don’t ever stop how much time will pass before the past will stop? i mean these years they leave a stick in my side all that i can do is go along for the ride and here i go again i’m racing pacing and chasing light beams and i seem complacent through the motions i’m still surviving think back to the time i was thriving wasted daylight evasive all night by starlight erasing all the cases where i lost myself gave up and denied myself the chance to be something i always dreamed of still asking “do i deserve love?” and the answer sits out of reach outside my grasp alone in the street and a car drives by to smash it to pieces years pass and still i’m defeated they cheated hacked through the system don’t just stand there, somebody listen
4.
Hold On 03:34
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not wrong i think we need a lesson all we see are undead stars in the heavens just a glimpse of what it could be maybe just what has been only see the past on the horizon know we never could believe this we too busy finding out reasons for grieving for the remains of our probably nots and our oh wells takin up stock of the rocks in our own hell still rollin that boulder ask sisyphus if he ever feels older and when the pain isn’t manageable who can you turn to? why you gotta fuel that fire till it burns you? hey man the way we going off always keep believing the shots are played off we be going dead, put the world to bed cuz it already is in your head stay with me hold it down they say love will save us now stay with me don’t let go we don’t fear what we don’t know stay with me this will end all we need is time to mend stay with me one more day you will see this fade away i came in a bath of stone what you wanted was a lasting home i’m the same man i came back as a lame ass right on top of giving back yo believe that i waited a lot to wake up i was getting by but the brain not up golgotha a man is on his knees like a baby know that he’s mad now and needy maybe we can take off combine the honesty and wrath full stop time to get the pieces and finally be happy and laughing come find me going to keep behind me crazy but come on, don't be lazy bound to earth all day to shame me don’t believe what they say on the rock because they can’t replace the places we got stay with me hold it down they say love will save us now stay with me don’t let go we don’t fear what we don’t know stay with me this will end all we need is time to mend stay with me one more day you will see this fade away
5.
Still Breathing 03:54
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see the lit up back of my mind anybody could get lost so i’ll drive surrounded by killer cold drastic thoughts so what i need here is a way to keep them off and a flaming pillar burnin off the shadows what you wanna do to get the romans in a battle laymen coming like a bad habit foam at the mouth and start bitin like a bad rabbit but what you can’t have is the bad me comin so what you mad at? you about had me running and what i seen makes me wanna get a reason to pass on by same facts need a reason for nothin no piece of cake and no easy pie ya know we’re running out of spaces where the evil eye can never see us now we lift the pages up see the maze get taller when you’re paid enough ten steps and ya closer to death bite your tongue or you’ll be out of breath (still breathing) do what ya can to get out of a mess but you still see all of what’s left take time cover all of it up but you still come back in the stuff (still breathing) don’t slip need to button your lip cuz your words keep makin ya trip now what they may say he’s about is he’s a mighty old man sitting on the couch they never seen him rock they just say he getting older but know they dead wrong he’s a man of the moment don’t you dare come around if you goin to stress go pick it up stop throw it the man come and help go on cuz there’s a comet with our name on it speeding through the cosmos searchin waiting years for to see us and my brain pops and the world changes the locks come from outside just to put your brain in a box tick tock got my hands on the clock but i can’t even manage a knock and i keep saying that the same god who boasts he can’t lie is comin back to us thousands of times but where’s he going in the meantime? is he stepping out on the planet? we need a father not a god goddammit ten steps and ya closer to death bite your tongue or you’ll be out of breath (still breathing) do what ya can to get out of a mess but you still see all of what’s left take time cover all of it up but you still come back in the stuff (still breathing) don’t slip need to button your lip cuz your words keep makin ya trip once i was afraid, i was petrified i sat for a thousand years with only madness at my side and i dreamed of all those pieces that you took from out my head i did dread that you’d come back from the dead but you’re gone and some enterprising white mage with a soft has removed all of the hardness and the light is shining off but still this dungeon that i’m in well it's pretty f***ing lame and if i am to exit i must fight the cube of shame ten steps and ya closer to death bite your tongue or you’ll be out of breath (still breathing) do what ya can to get out of a mess but you still see all of what’s left take time cover all of it up but you still come back in the stuff (still breathing) don’t slip need to button your lip cuz your words keep makin ya trip
6.
In The Presence Of A Conscience 04:50
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down the road a while forgotten been a long time since i slept something in this state is rotten find it hard to keep my breath and i’m paralyzed by indecision trying to find which way to go and i wasted easy living for a pocket full of no send me back to sleep sometime before the sun in the presence of a conscience i’ll still be here in the morn chasing love and adoration always leaves me feeling down i can feel these old sensations casting shadows on me now and still my heart it wants to beat wants to keep me driving through memories are perfect hunters this i still know to be true send me back to sleep sometime before the sun in the presence of a conscience i’ll still be here in the morn
7.
Never Read The Comments 04:14
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what are they saying? i don’t know is there some meaning in this picture show? are there feelings? or are they all long gone? i just came here to waste some time but it feels like they’ve all wasted mine i keep reading yes, for way too long and there’s people that are looking for answers that they just won’t find cuz the ones who only showed up to argue have all lost their minds doesn’t matter what the subject is everyone’s a critic or a little kid they’ve been waiting to vomit out some words i can tell you what the future holds faceless opinions from the very bold and some hatred mixed with racial slurs i’m glad i finally know what was better to some random guy i don’t know why i read this far down, but i want to cry every article and video there’s always someone who will let you know why you’re stupid and you should probably die thanks obama for these things you’ve done tea party terrorists are just no fun and these libtards they want to tax the sky i probably should throw my pc away into a fiery tomb or try to walk up into mordor, jump into mount doom
8.
Labyrinth 04:00
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so deep cut the walls close up can’t feel the sources of love and all the free madness that you can handle no candle to light things up and when the chain snap and it pull ya back and the pathways set are now shut can you stay sane comin up the same way or were ya planning to give on up when the pain hits your body dies you run a long ass time until you finally cry when ya start slipping and you finally find a door has opened up inside your mind come step into the warm light you can be healed but you still down inside no shield but your level’s up you can fight the harder stuff there’s no escape but now it ain’t so tough just don’t stop if you don’t give up you can reach what you need for us in this cave you can still be saved grab your sword you can still be brave now you slaying a monster same one that held you back but now you living in a world of fact and the simple things are just that and you react the way you wanted to when you collapsed and enemies are trying to bring back the lies they wanna put a flame behind these eyes don’t ever let em burn away those thoughts keep looking for a way to light that spark and one day you gonna find the path and slay that dragon let go of all that extra baggage step forth into a world of light and finally hold your head up to the sky you might remember how the pain felt but now it only helps because you finally can know yourself and now you’re stronger than your demon you see him leaving now still breathing while the light shine down just don’t stop if you don’t give up you can reach what you need for us in this cave you can still be saved grab your sword you can still be brave
9.
The Battle With The Cube Of Shame 04:17
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i see him doing that bad illusion coming every day with that damn confusion put my feet down i feel my mind move wobbling got myself all trembling body took on the modern data bouncing tumblin pavin the hallway of the past maybe go too fast aim with a comet don’t ask don’t sleep don’t do that no more bringin the moment passed drain it call it just get with it don’t believe i’m not up in it hot shame burnin me turnin me nasty only puppetry put a hole in me controlling these chasms and i leap to uncertainty gone where i should have been say what you think of me oh but what could have been the seeds of conscience with all the nonsense will bloom into this room and move in all of the monsters but all i need is just a blade and a miracle outside they perishing yo be an american lies and shame and the world goes down into flames i’m the beast shouting love at the heart of the world but the crowd never knew my name and all that i’ve seen is gone but the world keeps soldering on and the last battlefield is alone in your heart torn apart so they feed like dogs john the revelator go on down and tell the nation you borne a revelation that your god is out of patience savor the moment the battle’s on deep down in abaddon get em all put em on put em up and then emote it like an atom bomb there ain’t no way to play it safe out in this battle zone they keep trying to shame us the lamest came up to prattle on know when your leading so you’re standing on the highest shoulder they can’t put a bullet in all of us so the party’s over don’t lie back until all that we came for has been taken along with the main floor it’s our world but these enemies are living in it came with a bodacious machination of violent criminals and we comin back give no shits or asscracks all in the past we go get the bad man we solar flaring so we notice it’s apparent came with a bonus that no one own us so go and get your parents
10.
We're Gonna Live In This World 03:28
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my life has really changed and sometimes it feels strange would have never thought these feelings would be swimming through my brain but i’m glad you staked a claim and this family’s been the cure of all the pain i knew before who’d have thought that all i wanted was the simplest of things so glad i made the change oh oh oh be my little angel can i say one thing it used to be so much worse i tell you oh oh oh you’re my little angel and i will stay here we’re gonna live in this world i wake up every day hoping things are still the same when i see it’s not a dream then i just smile and stay awake it’s a life i want to make and all the people far away don’t mean a thing to me anyone that i could want to see is living here with me and i see them every day oh oh oh be my little angel can i say one thing it used to be so much worse i tell you oh oh oh you’re my little angel and i will stay here we’re gonna live in this world
11.
Switchboard 03:33
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headed on back troubles in a sack moving on through put your gold up in a stack last part of the journey hurry up we so dirty take out the potions and herbs start serving whatcha burning? lemme get some of that yo i’m a furnace a wizard of id and i’m learning that i faced the impossible here and i’m living it’s surprising sure but i take what i’m given and i’m taking each day better than the last that battle past and behind me recovering fast I’m in the present and it feels so pleasant brain full of bliss yo it feels like heaven and i could ride a bike again if i wanted and i’m fine with it it’s my life and i’mma vibe with it i mastered time and space just to be here so now i’m living my life out with no fear i thought that every day would be exactly the same and nothing’d ever stop the rain but now i see the sunshine switch everybody call this darkness just came and went it only takes a lifetime to make a change and possibly it might be strange but the choice is up to you to switch everybody call this you control what god exists i’m doing new things i finally got my passion back no more darkness over the land we all past that i met someone new and she’s beautiful the moon is shining all over town like a unicorn and now there’s great news gonna be a daddy everything i went through doesn’t even matter cuz it slides off just like a duck’s back in similes everything is brighter up in my proximity from the garden of gethesmane well look at me now it’s like i died but they want me around so i came back to prophesy my own things livin in the moment cuz the moment’s where i own things i got a plan now i live for myself and my family came over to help it’s a brave new world and we’re building it up and i’m glad to say that stuff don’t suck i thought that every day would be exactly the same and nothing’d ever stop the rain but now i see the sunshine switch everybody call this darkness just came and went it only takes a lifetime to make a change and possibly it might be strange but the choice is up to you to switch everybody call this you control what god exists
12.
Take Care Of The World That's Surrounding You 03:08
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wake up the world is new you’ve finally made it through this is it the other side don’t know how long you’ve been on this ride but it’s done you can unpack kick back and just relax go take in all the sights you’re gonna sleep tonight no worries now no worries then don’t think about what might have been it’s over now your troubles past you’re still alive and that is that your heart is beating strong no more depressing songs you found a way to live at last now life is such a blast it’s so easy just take care of the world that’s surrounding you stop grieving there’s nothing else on earth that you gotta do standing in the river there’s fire on the shore and you are standing strong with all the memories you’ve stored patience is a virtue it's such a simple fact but you have won the battle with your sanity intact and all along you’ve been so strong all that’s passed is simply gone you’ve let it go it drifts away there’s nothing left to say hang up your sword and shield go eat a tasty meal you go enjoy your spoils as you find a place to play it’s so easy just take care of the world that’s surrounding you stop grieving there’s nothing else on earth that you gotta do
13.
Dad Life (f./Beefy) 03:32
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[BEEFY] it's the dad life, aka the stressing out life the you're not getting any tv till ya eat your brussel sprouts life each and every day ya brighten it's like we bottled lightnin explain to me why it can be so frightnin i just want what is best for ya, have a Barbie fest with ya clean your mess and I won't be a pest to ya maybe it is petty to complain about toys but if she don't listen right now then she won't listen bout boys [BENJAMIN BEAR] i’m waking up at three o clock in the morning guess who needs more food babies up in here are just so rude having conversations about their favorite cartoons and more food which of you is smellin like old poop no dude you can’t eat your fruit in the bathroom eat cat food knockin over the last juice tryin to relax then they both come and attack you dad life wouldnt trade it for a statue now children don’t you worry cuz your daddy’s here gonna tuck you in chase the bad dreams away don’t be in such a hurry cuz growing up ain’t all that fun listen what ya daddy say [BENJAMIN BEAR] i know you’ll have a bad day but i’m here cuz i’m your family i’ll do the best i can to do the damn thing i’m not perfect but i love you like you were my own because you are that’s why i keep you in my home and i’m impressed with every step you ever learned to take and every setback you have feels like it’s mine to make might be embarrassing but yo i hope you understand you’re the reason that your dad became a grown man [BEEFY] and the reason i get goofy as a little boy you found a way to turn a blackened heart into a thing of joy and when we don't get a party well then i get annoyed you and the dog are the only ones allowed to be so unemployed best believe i may be raising a misfit shoes up on the table eating cheetos for breakfast try to discipline you but sometimes i get choked up that's why your mother says your little fingers got me wrapped up now children don’t you worry cuz your daddy’s here gonna tuck you in chase the bad dreams away don’t be in such a hurry cuz growing up ain’t all that fun listen what ya daddy say

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Benjamin Bear's seventh hip-hop album tells the story of a wizard's journey through the Cave of Abaddon to fight the mighty Cube of Shame; Destroyer of Lives and Reputation, Big Dick Monster, and All-Around Nutsack of the Hidden Reich. It has taken him years of preparation to take on such a task, and you can experience the magic from the comfort of your own ethereal listening devices!

Also available on laser-fed disc media.

This release has been remastered in October 2018 for more swag and better clarity!

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released December 25, 2015

Merry Christmas!

Produced, recorded, and mixed by Benjamin Bear at Lost Woods Studios, Krumsville

Remastered in 2018 by Papa Dagon at Miskasonic Studios

Shout out to Indiana, Lillith, and Finnegan. You guys are the real MVPs.

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In 1750, Benjamin Franklin was observed by over fifteen residents of Philadelphia as he branded an unidentified man with an Illuminati insignia. He was overheard telling one of his associates, “my work will be done once Benjamin Bear arrives to complete it.”

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